Last night (technically the other night), my friend slapped me back to reality.
Everything that was said was difficult to hear. My friend kept telling me that what I had been feeling all along was a lie because of the overlap of emotions that I felt towards someone.
But I’ve already given you a chance. So here’s what I have to say:
The mere fact that it didn’t work out already says a lot. The fact that you didn’t pursue me when you knew that you could have should be a constant reminder of why I’m where I am right now. We’ve talked about whatever one too many times - and I’m tired of talking. Words have sadly become too cheap for me, and your actions are impossible. The love might have been apparent in my side, but I guess I learned the hard way that love isn’t enough to keep two people together.
Funny, though. My friend asked, “Are you sure you really loved him if you kept rationalizing everything you went through?”
Well, then. This thought’s going to bother me for a while.